I know you don't really want to know what happened inside my head while you were gone every thought every whim every song you couldn't handle it you couldn't fathom it all you want to do is contemplate and dissect your worries how do I pertain to you in terms of x and y how can you place me into something you understand I guess I scared you I guess there was something about me you didn't get something that can't be distilled I tried to make myself into something you might want I suppose
I hurt people on a regular basis
I don't like having the option
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