thick color

The thick color choked the light off from the
      room
it was serious and meant business, obviously
her mind raced and sped down several avenues
of obviously forgotten thought passing
into ordered pairs of light
sinking into the cold respite of an ocean
          memory
gray and damp
          (perhaps it was only a dream)

leftovers from harvest in a fertile field
laid out in the back of her mind
the background music was jovial, ridiculous
it stood in testament to the absurd
the air became tarnished like an old spoon,
or a silver bike left out in the rain
and breathed in antiquated puffs like slow
          gasps
from the gaps in an attic floor
between the faceless mannequins and the
          cardboard boxes

I observed all of this
from a place inside of myself and watched
          faces that
          could find no numbers
          fall aside silently, a sick heart
a disease that caused anguish and a love
that worked as a clock, the hands skittering
across
the circle as though frantic
perhaps a sort of prayer
perhaps
a sort of inquisition

A reflection, maybe
a time-worn glance in a mirror

she is bathed in the clear blue light
it's the beginning of the ending
against the backdrop of an uneasy night

the startled expression across her face
was a simple, open warning