Well, my life has never been this strange. My vaulting is spastic, but that's all relative. I told Caoimhin about Emre. I thought it was the correct thing to do. And he acted kind of weird. Here's a little excerpt from our IM conversation:
Anemone Ra says:
how's life?
Caoimhin says:
okay i've been studying a lot
Caoimhin says:
I have to run in about five minutes but maybe we can talk later.
Caoimhin says:
You can keep talking but i will leave abrubtly.
Anemone Ra says:
yeah, i wanted to talk to you about something.
Caoimhin says:
okay
Caoimhin says:
is it a big or little something
Anemone Ra says:
depends, i suppose.
Anemone Ra says:
not that big.
Caoimhin says:
Alright then talk now i guess.
Anemone Ra says:
oh, it's just that i've started seeing someone.
Caoimhin says:
Emre
Anemone Ra says:
yes, i'm seeing Emre.
Caoimhin says:
I figured as much
Anemone Ra says:
what's that supposed to mean?
Caoimhin says:
Does that mean we can't hang out?
Caoimhin says:
You talked about him a lot.
Anemone Ra says:
i mentioned him maybe once.
Caoimhin says:
Or more then that.
Anemone Ra says:
and we can't hang out if your having a girlfriend means that we can't.
Caoimhin says:
We can't hang out
Anemone Ra says:
why am i getting negative vibes?
Caoimhin says:
I meant hang out as freinds
Caoimhin says:
Easy
Anemone Ra says:
why wouldn't i be able to?
Caoimhin says:
I don't know i just asked
Caoimhin says:
I've gotta go
Caoimhin says:
Is that cool?
Caoimhin says:
Bye
Anemone Ra says:
what you want to know is if anything I've felt has changed? well, no, it hasn't. i hope we can talk later. have a good run.
Caoimhin says:
Later
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Talk about weird. My life gets stranger by the moment. If I didn't know better, I'd say that he's fostering some sort of double standard concerning who can have a significant other and who can't. If I didn't know any better, he sounds kind of bitter. Am I happy that he's suffering like I did? Slightly. Does that make me irreconcilibly evil? I'm going for "prone to human error."
posted by
Anemone Ra at 7:58 PM
